Confusing...

I'm sitting here pumping and I can hear Morgan crying in the other room. We're in Victoria, TX visiting Greg's family. Anyway, as I'm sitting here pumping, it seems a little confusing to me, because I'm pumping to be able to give her breastmilk which is good for her health, but all this pumping time is taking away from my time to be with her and soothe her cries. I know it's only 15-20 minutes at a time, but sometimes it seems like forever. I hear her crying now and it pierces me. I know she OK, and is just have a minor fuss in there, but I do feel conflicted from time to time. Whoever thought that feeding a baby would be so complicated?